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so there hasnt been a blog from me in long enough time and just seems like nothing new has really been going on. i know i know life isnt boring, but you know what my life is all i do is work i dont have fun with anything anymore and seems like this place isnt the same place i fell in love with so right now i am kinda searching my mind and my heart as to whether i want to stay on here much anymore seems like all the people that i really do care about on here are leaving and not sure if its cuz of me or not. and before anyone says make new friends, i dont make friends as easily as people think i am shy and not very confident. rant over see ya later.

ok so i keep getting asked by people who takes my pics. to answer everyone, I DO, i have always taken my own pics and probably always will. Thank you for letting me rant...

so my decision for what i posted on my last blog, i have decided to stay for now just might not be posting alot of new pics all the time. i have loved and lost in this place friends leaving or not coming around anymore but for now i will stay and see if the place is like i hope it will be.

So I got like 3 days left on my premium membership, and am just kinda wondering what I should do, should I stay or go?? Seems like everyone I know isn't coming around much anymore so kinda not sure what I want to do now........

seems like i am losing more and more friends on here either they are leaving, ignoring me, or just plain dont come on here anymore and it makes me sad because i like most of the people on here and just sad to see my friends leave without telling.......

This is how you tell men created the words.....
Why Dictionary? Why not Pussyctionary???
Why Herpes?? Why not Himpese??
Why Menstration?? Why not Womenstration??

Maybe I'm not "The Norm", I'm not ''Camera Friendly'', I'm not ''A Heart Breaker'', I "Haven't Had Sex With a Woman'', I ''Don't Know How That Works''

so as most of you all know I have been working another seaonal job, well they just offered me the job full time so now I get benefits and everything like that so its awesome!

I wish I had a dollar for all the times somebody told me everything was gonna be alright.

I wish I could be myself in real life and not be shy when I am around people.

I wish the people on here who think they can say peoples lives are easy would walk a day in there shoes before they judge others.

I wish I could make people happy without making myself cry.

I wish everyone who reads this feels the same way too......

ok question for everybody who knows me, why does everyone want to see a face pic of me? ask the people who do know what my face looks like i aint that good looking and i shouldnt be showing my face to anyone for fear of them being scared for life.